DAY OF FEAR

I've just created my first blog, and new emails today...all with my name 'Vynncy'...It's always available in every website...haha...Haiz, I really need to learn how to customize the page as soon as possible coz it looks so ugly and empty =.=

I've been having chest wall pain since this morning but i thought it was nothing or will cure later... but it is already night i still feel pain whenever i move a muscle...it feels like indigestion...i have no idea what is it or if it's important or not, even my family members...i'm kinda scared that it'll have something to do with the heart...my mum calls to ask a friend of hers and she tells i haven't been sleeping early or stressed...i'm still not confident with that answer so i check on the internet... i get like so many symptoms which is like mine that will lead to different types of diseases...but it's got 2 kinds, 1 is minor which doesn't relate to the heart and will cure by itself and another 1 is dangerous which may lead to heart attack! I chant to Gohonzon, hope that it's not related to the heart.

Today is the 1st day of renovation in my house...wood tiles have all been taken out ...and few days before me,my mum and my sis had been clearing all the rooms upstairs except my room and the toilet (dad and bro went to Thailand =.=)...my room has so many things...can't really sleep well coz my chest wall is so pain...fear continues....