Laptop!

I have been using my laptop, hmm not to say mine, it was bought 4 or 5 years ago for someone else in the first place =__=. I ended up being the one taking over the laptop after the guy was fired from my dad's office. I think the guy used it for a year. Good thing it was still in a good condition after it was passed to me though.

Anyway, it has been mine since then, i have been using it for like 4 years if i'm not mistaken, it's still good. the model is Acer Aspire 4715z. (Picture below)
Lousy looking laptop but i'm greatful to have it though. Zzzzz. Well i needed a laptop for college. Can't believe it survives until now. I faced a problem which the screen went white whenever i moved it, loose wire caused it i guess. I solved it myself after living with the problem for like 2 years! Goshh! I solved it with just a few pieces of TISSUE! I was a genius =_=



My siblings had been changing their laptops (laptops which really belong to them) for like 2 times already, and now, after the PC fair we went on last Sunday, both my bro and my sis have bought new laptops!
Arhhhhh J-E-A-L-O-U-S!!

Bro had an Acer PC desktop, now using the new Asus G53S gaming laptop. (Picture below)




My sis first had Fujitsu, which sucks big time! It's now with my mom =_=. Then she got Dell. Can't recall which series. Now she got Toshiba Satellite L600! (Picture below)



Me? T_____T I want the ALIENWARE M17X! Or maybe M14X. (Both picture below). I saw both sizes the other day, M17X is seriously huge! M14X will do i guess. Alienware's laptops just look bigger than the other brands' laptops.
People around me are telling me not to get it coz it's costly and that i'm not of a hardcore gamer. So what? I play games too and i want a laptop which can be lasting and has freakin good specs! and looks special of course xD
I don't play too much of games now coz my laptop doesn't support high graphic games, it'll turn my laptop speed into the speed of a snail if you know what i mean. Sigh.
Everything about ALIENWARE is just so perfect! The lighting and the audio. So i think it's kind of worth the price. I will try to get it in the future!
I even dreamed of Alienware's alien alive after the PC fair the other night. It seriously shows how bad i want it >___<




If it's not the Alienware, my second choice would be HP Envy 14 Beats! Since i'm a music freak, this one will surely rock me! The specs are not bad too. It's good enough for me. The audio sure is trustable coz it's BEATS! Actually this model is more pricey than Alienware M14X =/.Anyway Alienware is definitely my top choice!

Heartache

My heart is aching so bad. I really don't know what's right to do, or what else to say to make him feel better.
I feel so sorry for hurting him, but what i told him was the fact, the saddest fact. I had to say it, it's true from my heart.
Miracles do happen sometimes though, unexpectable things do happen. But what happened last night just happened too fast i couldn't accept it.

I don't get why guys and girls can never be just friends or best friends.
Being a couple doesn't mean the world.
Being best friends is way better than being a couple.
We can talk,we can laugh,we share good and bad times together.
Go through everything together.

Being a couple, heartbreaks just never fail to occur. And when it does, everything will be over. It would hurt so bad one day when they find out that their relationship cannot last any longer. In the end people would just end up being strangers again. For me THAT IS JUST ONE OF THE WORST THINGS THAT COULD HAPPEN!

Think about it, if you really like the person so much, you wish to get close but there are some obstacles to stop you from doing so, isn't being best friends the best choice instead? That's how i feel, because it will last forever.
Or maybe i feel insecure for accepting someone i don't know much yet.

Heartbreaks came to me last night, not only one but two. I really couldn't take it. I broke into tears, inside i really felt like dying, was helpless.
He didn't understand how i felt. It was actually a very bad timing for telling me how he feels about me.

I have to wear a mask. I can't show my emotions in the public.
I'm writing all this because it's one of the ways which i can express myself other than just sharing my heartbreaks with my best friend and my sister.

I'm extremely upset.
Why do i always have to go through all this after a damn good friendship with someone for like so many times. I'm tired. I don't know what should i do.

Hope every guy learns that, whatever a girl says to stop you from entering her heart, it doesn't always mean that you should give up on her.
The girl will learn to appreciate how true you are to her someday regardless the rules of her life.
Keep chasing whatever you're chasing, in the end anything could happen. Even though you were told that it's not gonna happen.

If everyone gives up so easily with just one obstacle, they will never succeed.


My heart aches
when I talk to you,
when I don’t hear from you,
when I long for you.

My heart aches.
The pains eat away my soul.
My mind wants control,
but it has taken me away.

Costumes for Comic Fiesta 2011

Here are my sketches for the vampire costumes which I will be making ;)~ Only 5 will be chosen among these designs. They're for me, my sister and friends.

I have been working on the drafting, and some pattern pieces are done but i can't go on coz i haven't bought the fabrics yet. Haiz. Seriously can't wait to get them done! 1 month to go! ♥

My life has moved on

The resignation letter was given to my ex-company since 13 July 2011. It was a one-month notice, so without any delay, my job in Padini Holdings Berhad (P&Co.) ended on 12 August 2011.

I have moved on to another life. Who doesn't hope to walk the right path in life. I do :D. There's so much more to live. You can't just get stuck in the same place learning/doing the almost-same-things everyday. Get yo ass outta there, get a new life/new job, learn more and start chasing your dream! :) "Learn as if you were to live forever"

Everyone hopes for the good in their lives, but you know what, there's no such thing as 'hope'. You have to work hard for yourself in order to achieve something that you want. All the best to me and y'all!

Before a tough life is going to start, an 11-day trip is coming soon on 12 September 2011! Europe trip! It is gonna be awesome! Thanks to my mom! Yayyyy :)))

I don't like all these!

Okayyy~~First, i'm having a super bad vegetarian lunch!! I ordered fried egg they didn't give me my fried egg in the lunch box which was delivered to my office~ my fried egg is replaced with cabbage. They taste bad! arghhhh! I just can't finish my rice, it's so dry!!

Second, my dad called and said i don't need to take the part-time job anymore. Arghhhh!! I love it there! I love those staffs over there! and i like working there with my cousin! T_________T!!!

Finally!

Finally I quit my job as a merchandiser at Padini Holdings Berhad.
I spent a lotta time thinking whether should i quit since a few months back.
I have made my final decision on 13 July 2011. The second day before the working trip to Hong Kong and China.

I gave the letter with fear. Actually i have no idea why was i scared. It is my choice right? No worries the reason i quit totally makes sense. They kept asking me to stay, but eventually i choose to leave.
The senior manager talked to me in his room for like 45 minutes, in the end he was like 'well if that's so, there's nothing more we can say to make you stay'. :) I thank him for being understanding.

So it's a one month notice. I'll leave the company on 13 August 2011 if i'm not applying for any annual leaves. I have 5 annual leaves and a rest day replacement left.

YAY! Can't wait to chase after my dream! :)
Sorry i will not give any clue over here xD

The day before Mother's Day

I've always wanted to make cupcakes coz they look so colorful, yummy and pretty! So i thought of making cupcakes for Mother's Day. For my mommy and my aunt especially, and also my siblings,friends and relatives to try out my very first cupcakes.

My day started off healthy. Went for cycling at The Malaysia Agriculture Park, Taman Pertanian. It's been a few weeks since we last went there. The place is great for cycling and jogging. Great air, but these days the weather has been hot as hell! Nowadays even the morning sun burns like the afternoon sun = =. Listening to music when cycling is the best! Cycled for an hour and left, had to send my brother to the bus station.

Had been doing a lotta research on how to make cupcakes and frosting for a few days. Before going to buy the ingredients i double check on the ingredients and instructions again.

I had Joselina accompanying me to buy those ingredients. I asked her about the best place where i could get those stuff. She led me there. Once in the shop i got all excited. The smell in there was great. Got all the ingredients i needed and went home to start the process of making cupcakes!

Okay so i started off making the cake first. It was a total mess. I was so messed up making them! I even forgot to put in the most important ingredient, BUTTER!!! Arghh how could i!? Added butter late so the mixing didn't look good. Anyway Joselina and Aden (on the phone) said once baked it would look fine. Phiewww. I kept referring to the instructions on my lappy while going through the whole process. Joselina was there to watch me. lol. Before i made a mistake she would stop me. Really thank her for being there!♥

Those cupcakes looked so beautiful and smelled so good once they were done! Damn happy about that. I made 14. Thanks to the awesome oven at home.♥ Moved on to making the frosting. I did wrong on the process on which ingredient should go for the mixing first. Gosh. That time Aden got to my house. He said i have to throw away the mixing i did. What a waste. Eventually i did icing for the cakes. I wanted frosting :'(. Anyway, Aden showed me how to ice on one cupcake. Then i continued icing the rest. The icing was white. I iced 4 cupcakes in white. I put violet coloring in the icing and used it for the hearts i put on those white-iced cupcakes. By that time Aden and Joselina had left.

I wasn't satisfied coz i really wanted frosting on my cupcakes. So i went on making frosting referring to my lappy and failed at the first try. I threw the mixing away and tried again. The 2nd time i did it! It looked great! But too sweet! and there was nothing to be done x_x. Then i put the violet frosting in a clean transparent plastic bag, cut a hole and started frosting my cupcakes. I didn't frost well on the first 2 cupcakes. The rest were good. I eventually re-frosted that 2 cupcakes. Everything was fine. I got everything done by 10pm. I spent approximately 4 1/2 hours making them. After that i spent some time washing those utensils too, wasn't easy. X_x

Mommy and brother tasted my cupcakes first. They said the cake tasted good but the frosting was too sweet. Well that was my first time making cupcakes, so it wouldn't be flawless. lol. But i make sure the next time i make cupcakes again i will reduce the sweetness! Pictures below ^^

Judas

Judas, the latest song by Lady Gaga! Awesome. Sick beats! I found this song last month, but i guess it wasn't officially released yet that time. I didn't download it, felt it was just ok. Today 2 people posted the newly released music video of Judas. After listening to it felt that it's really nice! Just downloaded the song :D. Here, i've uploaded the song to share with you guys :)

Internet Has Been Down!

A big HELL NO my internet connection at home has been dead for a week! I can't blog, learn new guitar lessons, watch videos on Youtube, do research and most importantly Facebook!(Hmm i've been bz can't get it fixed xD) Damn i can only use Facebook in the office, usually during lunchtime. These days i can't make it to office before 9am (which is the time both Facebook and Youtube will be blocked). Hella traffic jam! Blame the stupid traffic lights on the road i use. It was dead for a few days, but it was no worse than having it back to life! Coz i believe the timing of the green light has been changed, which causes traffic jam.



Anyway, me and my sis have been deciding to switch from Streamyx to Unifi. It's super fast! 5Mbps! Incomparable to the 1Mbps which we've been using. It can load Youtube videos in no time! Usually we like to pause a video, let the red bar runs full before we can watch a video peacefully right right?:D But with Unifi, no more waiting! We can watch videos straight after pressing the play button. Yay! Kudos to TM for creating it! haha

♥ Guitar practice ♥

So i've been practicing my guitar ever since i've bought it on Sunday :). I've been dreaming about my guitar too! Even the day before i bought it, i dreamed of which guitar i should buy (lol~still deciding on which one to buy). Then the next day i finally bought it, i practiced it at night. I dreamed about practicing my guitar later. lol!

The day before yesterday i was practicing too. i couldn't get the right sound trying to play the song 'Hey There Delilah' by Plain White T's. I downloaded some tutorials on how to play basic chords (at least i know some basic chords to ease everything) and some on how to play that song, coz it's the easiest song to learn. I wanted to play something else instead of just those basic chords. Boring, haha. I failed trying to get the right sound though. Even though i've placed the exact fingers on the exact frets and strings as the person who's teaching in the video, once i plucked the string which i pressed, it didn't sound nice, it sounded so wrong! I just couldn't get that right for an hour. It was kind of disappointing, but i didn't give up. That time was almost 12am, i just couldn't stay up too late, had to work the next day.

Then the next day in the office during lunch time (yesterday), i found out why i couldn't get the right sound after some research! That was because~~ i didn't press the strings hard enough! Arghh! I thought i did press hard coz my fingers were kinda hurt already. What if i pressed it harder that time, it could've been worse =/, but if that could get me the right sound then i'll have to do so. Fingers pain~ whatever! No pain no gain~ haha :) I tried it at home last night. It really worked! I was so happy! Hope i'll improve faster with every practice i make~ Arghh i love my guitar!♥

I got myself a guitar!

I'm super excited I've bought an acoustic guitar! It's the Seagull S6 Original! I bought it off Guitar Collection at Midvalley today. Vivian (sister),Simon (brother),Rainie (cousin),Erick (cousin) and Yannie (buddy) went with me ♥. I didn't know how to test the guitar so the guy who worked there tested it for me. He was cute! and the way he played the guitar was just so sweet. I was melting! lol

I've been doing a lot of research on the internet on best acoustic guitars for beginners. Then i picked a few potential ones out of all the listed best guitars for beginners (which is good on the sound quality and affordable) then i did deeper research on them. The whole research thingy took me about 2 months before i could make up my mind on which one i should buy. Other than watching many videos and googled a lot, I also asked my friend who plays the guitar for his opinions, and also on Yahoo and Youtube (yes they are necessary). I don't wanna regret after getting one i might not like so much. So i must choose very wisely.

I chose acoustic guitar instead of electric coz i can play most songs that i like with it (except heavy metal songs). Electric guitars are way too cool to be handled! haha. It'd be super cool if i could play heavy metal songs! But starting off with acoustic guitar is probably the best idea :). Electric guitar might happen in the future xD. Well now i got a guitar already what i need to do is to practice a lot! Practice makes perfect so yeah. Hope i'll get used to it, coz it hurts my fingers when playing the guitar =/. Anyway learning to play guitar is what i've always wanted! Weeeeee~

Images below. More images coming soon :D

♥ My baby ♥


























♥The skull picks are super cool! All 3 are free of charge ♥

2ne1!

Today's dance class was fun! Danced the first few steps to the song Please Don't Go by CL and Minzy (2ne1) ♥. Tiring coz had to jump up and down @.@ ~but nice! :D

Dying!

Damn i feel like dying right now! x.x I didn't have a good sleep last night!
SUPER SLEEPY in the office it's killing me!!!!

Ipoh Trip :)

I planned to go swimming yesterday but nobody would like to join = =. One of my friends told me she would come but then she changed her mind. I was so disappointed, I wanted to go alone but eventually i didn't.

Arrived at Ipoh yesterday, with my mom, sister and aunt. First thing we went to buy famous Ipoh biscuits. My sis bought so many. Love the shop it brings back memory :).After that we went to eat at those famous hawker stalls under the big tree. The food was nice :).







































































































Sunday Morning woke up at 7am something. Getting ready to go to the cemetery to visit my grandma's grave. I'd never been there before. Honestly the cemetery was untidy and dirty. We offered prayers to my grandma.

After that we went to have dim sum at Ming Court restaurant. Every food they served was Freakin yummy! Couldn't get enough. We kept eating non-stop within these 2 days in Ipoh. Well Ipoh is well known for its good food! Who wouldn't eat like a hungry ghost. lol





















We youngsters stayed at home, got nothing to do. I read Scott Pilgrim Volume 3 on the bed while the others were sleeping. Damn! i've finished all 3 books so fast. They're sooooo nice!! Super love ★Scott Pilgrim★! *screams*






































































Me and my cousin bro went to the cyber cafe near by. We walked there. Others didn't wanna follow they just wanted to sleep = =. RM2 per hour, Hmm it's alright. Thought we were gonna stay there for more than 1 hour but then 1 hour sharp my mom called me and said we gotta leave right now. She didn't sound happy on the phone coz i didn't tell them i was going to the cc. We faster left cc and went back home to pack our stuff. Went to Ipoh Parade again. We already went there last night. Was so boring.
Bought a long-sleeve tee and a skull chain though. Love the skull chain. Been looking for that kinda necklace for so long ever since i broke my last one. = =
Going back to KL in the evening.

3/27/11, 2:16 PM

Malaysia Time

Tickets to Lil Jon Gig!

I've bought the tickets last night at M.O.S!!! WOOOHOOOOOO!

Damn i really can't wait! It's next Thursday!! I'll be going there with ma girls. Ma sister, Vivian, and ma friends, Veronice and Belle. SUPER EXCITED!

Dance Class! (23 March 2011)

I have been taking hip hop dance class (more to Korean hip hop style) started this month in office (Padini Holdings Berhad). Company organised it :). When i first saw the email regarding the dance class i was super happy! Coz it's only RM65 a month, and it's on every Wednesday at 6.30pm - 7.30pm. So convenient I don't need to go anywhere else after working :).

The class on the day before yesterday was super fun! Comparing to other days. Maybe because i remembered all the steps and danced smoothly =D. By the way, the song we've been dancing to for this month is Shouts Of Red by Big Bang. Honestly i don't think the song is nice, but i'm used to it now. lol.

I'm so looking forward to the next lesson!

Yayyyyeeahhh!!

Hella yeahhh! Lil Jon is coming to town!!! Wooohhhh He's gonna be spinnin in M.O.S Euphoria on next Thursday, 31 March 2011! I really can't wait!

Last night my sis asked me whether wanna go clubbing on this coming Friday, I was cool with that. Then i went to research to see which club is better. Eventually i found this huge event on M.O.S page, and it's next week! So i cancel the plan for this Friday. I'm so going to see Lil Jon live! His songs are freakin awesome! Woooohooo super excited!



But one thing i'm really scared is that the pre-sale tickets would be sold out before i could get them! I can only get them by Thursday!! RM55 for a Lil Jon Gig is worth it~ I really don't wanna pay more than that. Nooooooo!

4D Kenshu (18 - 20 March 2011)

Yo peeps i'm back! Last weekend went to Genting View Resort to join the 4D Kenshu. I went there at night. My dad drove. I wanted to puke when going up the hill. My dad was driving fast. Ishh. I was having fever, hadn't recovered.

The Kenshu was aight. I liked those outdoor games! Fun! :)
The finale night was aight. I was one of the main singers for my group (Group 8). Together with 2 more members :). The rehearsal was fun! We totally sounded better during the rehearsal coz the mics sucked during performance. Haiz~

Anyway i must say among all the groups, i could see that our group put more effort on the costumes. Thanks to our group leader and some of the members, super creative! Well done! :)

There were 15 groups. We were the 13th group to perform. When it was our turn, I got freakin nervous! Main singers had to stand in front row. Our song was Mamma Mia by Abba. I actually remembered all the small movements to dance to the song when singing, but then my partner totally forgot about it. It was so embarrassing for me to dance alone, awkward = =~ and dayumm i was too nervous i even forgot one line of the lyrics! Arghh! Totally ruined it.

After the show, we were off the schedule. Went to dance in the squash court, listening to music and laughing and stuff. :)

Super tired on the next morning. Later in the afternoon checked out from the resort and leaving by bus. Had fun in the bus with my sis, Ralim, Rainie, Veronice, my bro and Erick. We played a game, it's like everyone needs to give a line of a story (create by ourselves), because everyone sure will have different thinking but however we must try to link to each others' lines. So you can imagine it was freakin funny and fun! :D Reached Klang so fast. Sien. Next day needed to work. = =

Feverrrrrr!

Okayy HELL TO THE NO i'm gettin' fever again! 4D Kenshu is on this coming weekend i cannot have fever! arghhhhh! This is my 3rd time gettin' it this month~ WTH! and tomorrow i will have a training organized by company~ heard there will be outdoor activities~ damn i'm dead = =

Many people might think that i'm faking it coz i get it so often, but no i'm feeling so cold right now and feeling heaty, dizzy, and body aching. I wanna go home but i can't. I still have some leftover medicines for the previous fever. I need them, they're at home T~T

Earthquake continues to hit Japan! :'(

"A magnitude 6.0 earthquake shook eastern Japan on Tuesday, one of the most powerful aftershocks to hit the country since Friday's devastating earthquake and tsunami which killed at least 10,000 people" public broadcaster NHK said.

Even though it seems like disasters are coming endlessly, still this is not the end of the world yet people. Please don't think NEGATIVE. Keep doing things that you should do. I don't know about you but all i can do is to chant for those people in Japan(I really mean it). They must be scared to death. My heart is really breaking seeing all these disasters which happened recently.

Heart breaking photos below. :'( Click on to get a bigger image.































































































Even the small kids in India are praying for Japan.
What are you waiting for.
When i saw this photo i teared immediately.

























Lady Gaga designed a ‘Pray for Japan‘ bracelet