Empty

I feel so empty without you.

It takes time to fall in love, letting go does too.

I thought I've let it go completely, but I'm so wrong about it.
2 months are clearly not enough.


7/16/12, 11:54 AM
Malaysia Time

Emo drawings

My previous emo drawings.
Sad times.

 


4/2/12, 2:34 AM
Malaysia Time

Heartbroken

I draw when I'm heartbroken :(

I am so weak and i hate it.
What the hell am i thinking?? arghh
 

4/1/12, 11:56 PM
Malaysia Time

Alice in Wonderland costumes!

Yay im'ma start making 2 costumes from Tim Burton's movie Alice in Wonderland. I'll be making Alice and the Queen of Hearts! I'm so excited!

I've done fabric sourcing. I will start buying fabrics tomorrow if it's possible. Hopefully i can get the costumes done within this week.

There will be some changes on the costumes, it won't be exactly the same costumes as in the movie, but anyway from far they still look similar. Those rough sketches as below show Alice,Mad Hatter,Queen of Hearts, Tweedledee and Tweedledum, as i was going to make all 5 costumes but in the end decided to make just Alice and the Red Queen :)


PK Outing :)

Been to a 3-day-2-night outing with the theme 'Direction'. Overall was great! Was so tired during the finale night. Maybe i laughed too hard. LOL. Those guys were so funny they dressed up as girls while we girls dressed up as guys, hmm girls weren't funny coz we were supposed to look cool xD.

Few of them looked the funniest, Emerson, Thye Yuen, Poh Lai, Kenji and Cherng Dar. I couldn't help myself but kept laughing. haha. I haven't got the photos yet. Will post them here once the photos are uploaded on facebook.

I was responsible for the hall decoration and PA system, basically an artist and a DJ ~lol xD. But i'm not pro at music mixing yet, need more time to practice :S. Virtual DJ software is so fun to use. Love it. Just found out that it can actually cut songs too! Which is a plus for me.

Hall decoration was simple, but i guess they liked it. Alphabet cut-outs, a goth tree and little compasses. I call it the goth tree i don't know about you. Those alphabets and chinese characters were cut out at home, i brought them to the place and decorated the hall, actually just the walls XD. Sticked them on it.

Took time on the tree, coz i thought it would be big enough for the wall, who knew when i placed the tree on the wall it looked freakin small, and the box cards were limited, so i had to cut out the shapes of branches and join them on to make it look bigger. Wasn't as big as i want in the end but still looked better than before. Will post the pic when i get it.

Hopefully on the next outing in the future my siblings,cousins and friends could all join. They couldn't join this outing with all kinds of reasons. They've missed out on something fun.

During the finale night me and emerson got so bored and sleepy, we could only see those participants' back when they were playing games.Zzzz. Until we got to play the game in the end where each of us has a sticker with our names on sticking on our back and our enemies have to pull it off and we have to pull theirs off. Who loses their name will be out of the game. THE GAME WAS SO FUN I LOVED IT!
I couldn't stop screaming and laughing during the game.We all looked like a bunch of monkeys and bulls. LOLOLOL!! Especially those guys in dresses acting like a man while playing the game. So funny!

After the event, we all didn't wanna go to bed although it was nearly 12am,coz the next day we would be leaving. So they suggested us to play games. 007, Killers/Doctors/Spies and Truth or Dare. Was fun.

Truth or dare was the one game that got everyone so excited and anxious coz whoever gets pointed by the spinning bottle when it stops would have to tell the truth to any questions asked by other players in the circle. Gotta stand in the middle. I was hoping it wouldn't point at me but got pointed somehow, lol. Was okay though. I wasn't as anxious as i thought. 1 talkative guy asked would i marry him if he asked, i was like what the hell you don't even know me.LOL. Okay nevermind it wasn't counted as a question, then he asked a personal question around the crowds 'do you have a boyfriend?'~I said no. Then he continued 'Who do you like?' I answered Bernhard. I'm not sure if i still like him though,i'm confused. Haiz. Later Ralim asked 'can you ask the guy(the talkative guy) what's his name?' Everyone booed at him coz it was lame.LOL. I went back to my seat, next round i wanted to quit when asked who wants to go to bed now.I was the first one putting my hand up as i felt heaty inside,i had to sleep,it was 2am already.
I was the only girl who left though. Kinda embarrassing. Damn those kids just wouldn't sleep! hahahh. So i left. Those people must have thought that i got embarrassed so i left. Hopefully not though. haha i looked like i don't give a damn. Didn't even glance at the guy once after that :S

The next morning my friends told me the guy said if i don't go back to the game he would propose to me during the impression sharing session later today, they told me to prepare. They said he's crazy, coz they know i sure wouldn't fall for a guy like him. LOL. It was nothing though. Just a game, i didn't mind. He didn't do it during the impression sharing though. Phieww~he's a daring person man! Thought he would but luckily he didn't :S

Back to my job, i liked being a DJ a lot! Got to play music :). Guess they knew i love music so they gave me this responsibility. Hopefully the next outing i get to be a DJ too! :)

1/4/12, 2:24 PM
Malaysia Time

Funny 'awkward moment' lines and pictures! LOL

1. That awkward moment when you say bye to someone but both of you keep walking the same way.

2. That awkward moment when you fart during a moment of silence.

3. That awkward moment when you forget to lock the toilet door, and someone walks in.

4. That awkward moment when 2 friends (a boy and a girl) watch a movie together and a sex scene appears in it.

5. That awkward moment when you try to fart quietly and shit runs down your leg. (LOL)

6. That awkward moment when you try to fart while music is playing, but it gets all quiet when you do. (LMAO!)

7. That awkward moment when the guy you like is talking to you and you don't get what he's saying but you're afraid to say huh for the 2nd time (cause it makes you look dumb) so you just agree and smile instead. But he actually knows you don't get him. (This is me x.x )








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